Memories, I remember them... Forever Cherished

It has been one year and two days that a very unforgettable moments suddenly was put into my diary of experience. A traumatic feeling was felt during that time. I remembered that it was a special evening. We were having fun with my new friends or barkadas that night. When suddenly, I received a letter from someone. That letter was a menace. I knew it was something bad, something that I could be never forgetten in the future. I knew that it would have a deep impact in my life and make me stumble down every stairs in my life. I knew what was in the letter before I opened it. That letter, those simple words changed the course of my life. I knew, that It would be the end of me and the girl I thought for my life. I knew this girl were having second thoughts, because of a new good looking guy in town started courting her. I can't imagine that a girl like her would sacrifice our 3 years of happy and glorious relationship with a 1 month guy courting her. I thought it was that guy.

Three weeks later, the girl answered the guy. It just proves that what she said in the letter that time was all useless. Just a waste of perfectly writing and a good ink. It was obviously their fault. About six months later they broke up.

In the past, It thought that the girl which was so special to me will be the most perfect gift in my life. I always thought... it was better because I didn't believe. Well, I thank God for losing her. Because if i didn't I would have not gone this far.. this blogsite. I was blinded when I was with her. Now, what I see in my life is vivid. I loved that girl! but sometimes... maybe they just have to go. In my case, I didn't let go. I just made time solve it all. I knew, that girl was never meant to me....

- The book is not closed.. the door is widely open... In case the wind will bring me back..
-Shinlu


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