Monday, January 03, 2005

New Year's Solution?

It is now a prosperous new year. But it is sad to hear about the tidal wave in the southeast asia region. 150000 is a big number. i can't imagine if it were my country, perhaps i would have died too.

Well, I thought new year was full of solution but it is somehow the opposite. right now, i am torn with two choices, to be content in my life or go to a place "No man's land." Thinking of it makes me sick. I still don't know if i can decide my future. This choice i will make will determine who i am in the future. Will I be the courageous one? or Will I be the silent man? People say that there will come in life that a person will choose to who he will be in the future. I think, right now, i am in the middle of the crossroad. will i turn back? or will I choose the content and simple life? or will I choose to know what is "life."

Many are called, but few are chosen.

God, help me to find who I really am. Let me find what I must be in your will.

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