After being hooked up by the prophecy of St. Fatima, my mind probably was invigorated with different thoughts. When we were young, we were told that each one of us has an angel guiding us. And that belief was probably long gone to me. Now, it's all coming back.
Well not entirely, coz my dream was about an angel being relieved in His position. that position was probably to guide. quite weird eh.
anyway, i was a bit glad to chat with my ex. I can now express clearly my deep thoughts and feelings for her. Although its too late, but i think she should know. I was devoted in to complimenting her at her acquaintance party. She was really beautiful. Which was very true. I was just sad to know that no one complimented her about how she looked that night -- even his bf. Geez.. what a lamer. How can He not notice in the first place..
I also shared about telling her about my XP in my retreat, I told her that i wrote about her. And to my surprise, she did the same way. Is this destiny? probably not. Destiny which is still blinded by God. Anyway, I know God has something up in His sleeve. Eventhough it doesn't pleases everyone it's probably for the best.
cheers, good night to all
marlon
Monday, September 04, 2006
Friday, September 01, 2006
Experience in Public Market
Anyway, in relation to my religious experience plus chrono crusade.
During lunch this day, my groupmates (me, grainne, jc, grace, carla and chy) went to public market to interview a person working there. we were tasked by our philo teacher Mr. Epino. Anyway, it's been so long that i haven't been to the place. The place where messy and crowded. I was just shocked that the person we interviewed was very sincere on what she said. Mrs soriano experience God despite the hardships in life. It was because of some miraculous experience during the past. About the strange but miracle medicine she heard for her husband and so many things.
Anyway, passing by the market made me strange, the scent of that kind of market made me realize of the level gap of the people around me there. It was sad, it made me think that Why did God make me not like them. I don't want to feel sad about them, i want to be them. I want to be poor so that i won't suffer the feeling of sympathy. This is a strange world. And Im spending a lifetime of thinking about this world.
How can I possibly say "yes" to God. I feel like i'm not God's favorite but im lucky in my life.
This is weird. I feel like im a saint. or not, i want to be someone like Jesus. But Jesus in this Century is like impossible right?
During lunch this day, my groupmates (me, grainne, jc, grace, carla and chy) went to public market to interview a person working there. we were tasked by our philo teacher Mr. Epino. Anyway, it's been so long that i haven't been to the place. The place where messy and crowded. I was just shocked that the person we interviewed was very sincere on what she said. Mrs soriano experience God despite the hardships in life. It was because of some miraculous experience during the past. About the strange but miracle medicine she heard for her husband and so many things.
Anyway, passing by the market made me strange, the scent of that kind of market made me realize of the level gap of the people around me there. It was sad, it made me think that Why did God make me not like them. I don't want to feel sad about them, i want to be them. I want to be poor so that i won't suffer the feeling of sympathy. This is a strange world. And Im spending a lifetime of thinking about this world.
How can I possibly say "yes" to God. I feel like i'm not God's favorite but im lucky in my life.
This is weird. I feel like im a saint. or not, i want to be someone like Jesus. But Jesus in this Century is like impossible right?
Chrono Crusade
A must to watch anime film. I thought i wouldn't like it but i find it very striking. The first few episodes were so much fun and amazing. I just find the last part very striking. There was this guy, father remington who eventually was an angel but in the end, he became a "sinner" or known as a fallen angel. Why did an angel did that? i don't know. But it was his penance he says. Then the other character who is the head of the Magdalan order gave up his faith. And everyone had like a turmoil in their hearts after the chaos done by the evil antagonist.
The last part when chrono and rosette was about to die made me feel so sad. This was a tragic film. The moment of their death was so perfect. I really like to cry after seeing their time running out.
The end was not the end. Aion or the evil antagonist was alive and assasinated pope john paul II. and the last message of the film was so striking that eventually made me read about St. Fatima.
Her prophecy was much like portrayed in the film. I now even know about her prophecy.
1) end of WWI
2) end of soviet communism
3) assasination of pope john paul II on october 13 1981. which was ironically the feast of St. Fatima.
I thought the ending was like a happy ending but it turned out to be not. The sudden twist of faith by the cool characters in the film makes the viewers also thinks twice about God's plan. Aion keeps telling them that God is a hypocrite and only watches from above. And in the end, the angel who torned up his wings also didn't want to ask about the Lord, he also doubts about the will of God in relation to situations of war.
Putting myself in the situation of father remington, i should probably doubt myself. But the very fact an angel which is all good to be made fallen. How can an angel fall in the first place? The only difference it would make if i was father remington was that I know that God exist and I met God. But how can he fall after meeting God? So many questions that made me think after watching the film.
Anyway, if you find yourself doing nothing in the internet, perhaps try searching the prohecy of St. Fatima. That would be worthwhile. Probably it would change your life.
cheers,
marlon
The last part when chrono and rosette was about to die made me feel so sad. This was a tragic film. The moment of their death was so perfect. I really like to cry after seeing their time running out.
The end was not the end. Aion or the evil antagonist was alive and assasinated pope john paul II. and the last message of the film was so striking that eventually made me read about St. Fatima.
Her prophecy was much like portrayed in the film. I now even know about her prophecy.
1) end of WWI
2) end of soviet communism
3) assasination of pope john paul II on october 13 1981. which was ironically the feast of St. Fatima.
I thought the ending was like a happy ending but it turned out to be not. The sudden twist of faith by the cool characters in the film makes the viewers also thinks twice about God's plan. Aion keeps telling them that God is a hypocrite and only watches from above. And in the end, the angel who torned up his wings also didn't want to ask about the Lord, he also doubts about the will of God in relation to situations of war.
Putting myself in the situation of father remington, i should probably doubt myself. But the very fact an angel which is all good to be made fallen. How can an angel fall in the first place? The only difference it would make if i was father remington was that I know that God exist and I met God. But how can he fall after meeting God? So many questions that made me think after watching the film.
Anyway, if you find yourself doing nothing in the internet, perhaps try searching the prohecy of St. Fatima. That would be worthwhile. Probably it would change your life.
cheers,
marlon
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