My Grandmother

Ammah died in November 4, 2006. During those weeks, we were so busy in guiwan for many visitors and prayers. I hope She rest in peace with God now. Guide as always ammah.

A very tiring week is over. I hope the coming days are fruitful and joyful. I hope to be more responsible today.

Research proposal signed!

Anyway, i felt good today because our research project was all signed by our panelist. Meaning, it's approved!! hahaha.. the tiring work is now over for this sem.

Just got a painful headache around RS time. Geez.. was it the rain or something?

Noks 6600

Last friday, i bought nokia 6600 for our project. First time i bought some costly stuff eh. oh well, since i bought it now, theres no turning back in our project. IT must be accepted!!! arrggh... Another journey with my phone. i wonder how well it turns out.

cheers,
marlon

Relieve of the Angels

After being hooked up by the prophecy of St. Fatima, my mind probably was invigorated with different thoughts. When we were young, we were told that each one of us has an angel guiding us. And that belief was probably long gone to me. Now, it's all coming back.

Well not entirely, coz my dream was about an angel being relieved in His position. that position was probably to guide. quite weird eh.

anyway, i was a bit glad to chat with my ex. I can now express clearly my deep thoughts and feelings for her. Although its too late, but i think she should know. I was devoted in to complimenting her at her acquaintance party. She was really beautiful. Which was very true. I was just sad to know that no one complimented her about how she looked that night -- even his bf. Geez.. what a lamer. How can He not notice in the first place..

I also shared about telling her about my XP in my retreat, I told her that i wrote about her. And to my surprise, she did the same way. Is this destiny? probably not. Destiny which is still blinded by God. Anyway, I know God has something up in His sleeve. Eventhough it doesn't pleases everyone it's probably for the best.


cheers, good night to all
marlon

Experience in Public Market

Anyway, in relation to my religious experience plus chrono crusade.

During lunch this day, my groupmates (me, grainne, jc, grace, carla and chy) went to public market to interview a person working there. we were tasked by our philo teacher Mr. Epino. Anyway, it's been so long that i haven't been to the place. The place where messy and crowded. I was just shocked that the person we interviewed was very sincere on what she said. Mrs soriano experience God despite the hardships in life. It was because of some miraculous experience during the past. About the strange but miracle medicine she heard for her husband and so many things.

Anyway, passing by the market made me strange, the scent of that kind of market made me realize of the level gap of the people around me there. It was sad, it made me think that Why did God make me not like them. I don't want to feel sad about them, i want to be them. I want to be poor so that i won't suffer the feeling of sympathy. This is a strange world. And Im spending a lifetime of thinking about this world.

How can I possibly say "yes" to God. I feel like i'm not God's favorite but im lucky in my life.

This is weird. I feel like im a saint. or not, i want to be someone like Jesus. But Jesus in this Century is like impossible right?

Chrono Crusade

A must to watch anime film. I thought i wouldn't like it but i find it very striking. The first few episodes were so much fun and amazing. I just find the last part very striking. There was this guy, father remington who eventually was an angel but in the end, he became a "sinner" or known as a fallen angel. Why did an angel did that? i don't know. But it was his penance he says. Then the other character who is the head of the Magdalan order gave up his faith. And everyone had like a turmoil in their hearts after the chaos done by the evil antagonist.

The last part when chrono and rosette was about to die made me feel so sad. This was a tragic film. The moment of their death was so perfect. I really like to cry after seeing their time running out.

The end was not the end. Aion or the evil antagonist was alive and assasinated pope john paul II. and the last message of the film was so striking that eventually made me read about St. Fatima.

Her prophecy was much like portrayed in the film. I now even know about her prophecy.
1) end of WWI
2) end of soviet communism
3) assasination of pope john paul II on october 13 1981. which was ironically the feast of St. Fatima.

I thought the ending was like a happy ending but it turned out to be not. The sudden twist of faith by the cool characters in the film makes the viewers also thinks twice about God's plan. Aion keeps telling them that God is a hypocrite and only watches from above. And in the end, the angel who torned up his wings also didn't want to ask about the Lord, he also doubts about the will of God in relation to situations of war.

Putting myself in the situation of father remington, i should probably doubt myself. But the very fact an angel which is all good to be made fallen. How can an angel fall in the first place? The only difference it would make if i was father remington was that I know that God exist and I met God. But how can he fall after meeting God? So many questions that made me think after watching the film.

Anyway, if you find yourself doing nothing in the internet, perhaps try searching the prohecy of St. Fatima. That would be worthwhile. Probably it would change your life.

cheers,
marlon

My new blog!!

I have to edit my blog coz it takes hell of a time to load.


February 25, 2005
After the incident of stampedes and the landslides, a new
issue has been reborn "The edsa revolution." I strongly
believe that edsa was a history. Our pres. glo had taken
the president because of this and now the people who wanted
him as president uses the same technique to bring her down.
haaaizz. Those people from luzon really don't learn. Inspite
the progressive land and highly urbanized jungle, it's the
SUCKIEST place to live.

Theres a saying that "To obtain peace, you need war"
I believe that there is still hope for the filipino people.
It is to experience a warfare. anything that brings chaos.
With these, i believe that filipinos will open their eyes
and resolve to a better future. I believe this is what the
hearts of the filipino speaks.


February 14, 2005
Aha.. what a bloody heart's day! Nway,Kinda of an
experience this day. One of the worst thing that can happen
to someone this day happened to me.I learn some significant
thing this day. Kapag feeling mong gustong tumae, tae na!
hhahaha

Also, quite a day coz this is my first day to use Ubuntu!
weee congratz to me.

Also, quite a decision to make for Ex-Sec... -_-!
what do i do?

"Junkyard"

Last night, by chance we happened to pass by Fonda de Sta. Maria. It was quite a crowd and their were bands playing. I just realized, that the junkyard has caught my ears since before. Not just because they are my friends but because they really play good music. I just happened to know them playing when they were at the very start. And now, they really reached a long way of staying together. I always get scared of what kinda of show they are going to put, but i noticed that whenever they play, i think they had been possess by Angels of Music. It just fits right and the crowd usually loves them. I don't know when they'll breakthrough to the top, but i know that what makes them junkyard is not their music alone, its their friendship. To the Junkyard, Life's so damn hard that we usually can give up. I salute for still striving hard to achieve an almost impossible dream.

cheers to all
mossad

Wishing Mermaids

I was inspired watching this movie about 3 mermaids. These mermaids were seeking revenge for their father's death against a greedy sea poucher. Each mermaid had a unique ability, one has strength, foresight, and seducing charmed. But what about these mermaids? how do they interest me?

First, i really love the blue sea. It has uncharted lands that only marine creatures can only travel. Plus, did you know that these merfolk creatures has a gift of beauty? haha..

As the movie progresses, they say that legend has it that men who sees a mermaid can ask for 1 wish. This wish is bound by magic and must be done by the beauties. As for me, who would not want a beautiful creature that may grant yer wish come true and may lead you to paradise were nobody has ever seen. Now that is romantic. Good riddance for the world? HAH! How i wish....

Great Lines from Dogma

All that tension, all that anger and mistrust, forgotten for one perfect moment when they come off that plane. See those two? The guy doesn't even know that the girl cheated on him while he was away.

Uh-huh. Twice. But it doesn't matter at this moment because they're both so relieved to be with one another. I like that. I just wish they could all feel that way more often.

No married man kisses his wife like that. You get married and the passion dies, man. Don't you everwatch talk shows?

A guy makes his best plays when wooing. When the object of his desire is won, there's no need to expend the effort anymore. He relaxes, satisfied with the spoils of victory, which he then decides isn't so victorious because he's saddled with a life-mate.

That's the problem - romance. You think about it: back in the old days, nobody got married out of quote, unquote, love. People married for property, dowries, or to procreate - to immortalize oneself through offspring. When did all this love stuff start? What the hell happened to the status quo?

I'm pissed is what I am. You go around drenching everyone that comes into your room with flame-retardant chemicals? No wonder you don't get laid.

What's he like? God?.... Lonely. But funny. He's got a great sense of humor.

Look at sex. Sex is funny. One time I asked him why you people had to look so stupid while procreating. He said if you didn't, you'd do it all the time, just for fun..

I know. And you all look so damn stupid doing it. It kills us upstairs.

Death is a worry of the living. The dead only worry about decay and necrophiliacs.

You know what the dead do with most of their time? They watch the living. Especially in the shower.

What, these? You should know better than anyone
at this table that tits don't make a woman.
Aside from an intuitive knack for accessorizing,
what traditionally defines a woman falls between
two things : her legs. But as you can see...

BETHANY
(stunned)
God is a woman...

SERENDIPITY
I don't know what the big surprise is - women are the only gender that can create life, just like God created the universe. Who else but a mother could have the infinite patience with impudent children that God has with humanity. A woman can
give birth to and nurture both sexes, so psychologists theorize that women are the only gender both sexes can feel completely comfortable with; and the faithful - both male and female - feel at ease with God. In time of trial, our first instinct is
to implore the aid of the Almighty, just as when you're a child, the only person who can make it

In the beginning, it was just us and Him. Angels and God. And then He created the humans. And He gave them more than He ever gave us. Ours was designed to be a life of servitude and worship - adoration. But He gave the humans more - He gave
them a choice. They can choose to ignore God, choose to acknowledge Him. All this time we've been down here, everyday I felt the absence of the Divine presence. And it pained me... as I'm sure it must have pained you sometimes, even though you'd gloss over it with jokes. But we feel his absence, and why? Because of the way He made us - as servants. Had we been given free will, we could ignore the pain... like them.

Loki, don't you get it? It's the humans - it's always the humans. They were given paradise; they threw it away. They were given this planet; they
destroyed it. They were favored best among all His endeavors; and some of them don't even believe He exists. Their ego-mania corroded Hell and made it dark and crimson.
(looks at Loki)
I asked you to lay down your sword years ago - why? Because I felt sorry for them. And where did it get us? Thrown out. (smiles) We've paid our debt. Don't you think it's time we went home? And to d o that, I think we have to dispatch our would-be dispatchers.

I'm afraid so. One of the drawbacks to being a martyr is that you have to die. But no matter - all is being taken care of.